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Armand Fredrick's avatar

Great piece. I moved abroad after the embarrassment of a failed marriage. I ended up living abroad for around 13 years or so. Naturally I found myself looking for other expats to spend time with because they, like me, shared a non belonging, a rootlessness. I fell at one point into what came to be known as a kind of digital nomadism. I had left the US before this became a thing but once I was abroad this movement took off and I dipped in as it was sort of creating a network of places for people who had no “place” to be together. Coworking spaces, which have evolved now into coliving spaces etc. At first I felt a kind of liberation. As though I had found some kind of “hack”. I had found a way to avoid family, to avoid place and just live a kind of luxurious Peter Pan type existence. Over time this lead to a deep sense of loneliness. Yes I could be anywhere. But everywhere I was I was anonymous. I was always just walking down streets filled with faces of people I did not know, would never know and who had something that I lacked. A home. They were there in the cafe not buried in some digitally mediated hive mind. They were there with their family, with their friends. It was a form of nouveux consumerism. Hyper consumerism. Instead of just consuming products. I was consuming people, I was consuming places, experiences. What at first seemed like liberation lead to deep dispair. My search eventually turned “spiritual” as there is a large crossover in this digital nomad life with new age spirituality. Not religion of course which may involve a disciplining of desires but a vague spiritualist thing..yoga, meditation, be here now, healing retreats etc. So the fleshy consumerism converted to a kind of spiritual version of the same. By the grace of God I began meditating in the Catholic Church because they were the most beautiful buildings I could find. They call it the via pulchritudinis, the “way of beauty”. The beauty of the Church lead me to examine it’s claims to truth and goodness as how could the ideas that inspired those buildings not be….true? And with the help of Bishop Barron and other came to the faith. I pray for all other souls in exile. Call it liberation but as you rightly point out in the piece it is really exile. Exile from Truth, from goodness, from beauty…from home, at least the home we can find in this life. God and His Church. Ora Pro Nobis. Thanks for the great piece!

Meagan Hogue's avatar

Beautiful, heartbreaking, and encouraging all at once. Your writing was first unmooring by expounding on all that has been lost in our modern world, and then anchoring by bringing a solution through the glorious truth of the Church. Well done!

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